Your Everday Smile

Where could I find the courage to tell you how I feel about you.
Trying to find my calling and the time where I know will be right.
I always wish that it was my side you were on instead of his. The
arms you will be in, the lips you will kiss I wish they were mine.
The biggest risk in life is not taking that risk, what do I do? , I wish
you could answer that for me. If only it were me you would run to,
the one you said " I love you" to, the one you missed just like I do
you. If that chance is never taken it could be gone forever, what
should I do? I have no idea. I wish the one you called was me, the
one you hold hands with, the reason for your everyday smile. Maybe
I should wait, but what if your gone just like the chance I should've
taken. Wishing I was the one you always looked forward to seeing,
wishing it was your name and my name after the plus. Hoping that
I'm in your thoughts just like you're in mine, but always wishing and
wishing that I had your heart just like he did.