Her Sleepless Nights.

Seeing his little girl crying but all he can
do is lay a hand on her not caring about how hard she
pleads for him to stop and saying he only does it out
of love. Going to school every single say just to get
out of the hell she calls home, with buises and marks
all around her body all she can say is that the "stairs"
had everything to do with it. Her father living a good
life but never telling anyone that he has a daughter at
home. Never knowing he had a child until one day her
mother died leaving her with the dad she will always
regret meeting. He never let her leave the house and
never letting her sleep, it's sad knowing it's an
everyday routine. An excuse she always has to make for
coming home late, seems like the best thing he's good
at is raising his fist up to her face not knowing what
to do or what to say but only begging to let her sleep
for at least one night. Her sleepless nights never ending
always hear her crying blaming herself for every bruise
left on her face. Standing up to home and running away
is what made her who she is today, now tonight she'll
lay in bed it's the end of all the sleepless nights.

Words Left Out

You don't ever say a word, you know you'll regret
it later. With your mouth always shut having words to say
but nothing ever comes out. You think of the worst and
thinking they won't feel the same. It's the guy who always
leaves words out and never really saying what's on his
mind. So many chances he wants to take but if only he knew
how the outcome would play out than he would take more of
those chances. She's right there, he's there with words he
wants to say but his body disagrees now he'll never know
just because he left out those words. Taking a risk can get
you over your fears, with the thoughts ready to come out
of his mouth it's too late she's gone! Now those words left
out will never be heard by the girl that was always there
but not anymore she's gone for good. Sleepless nights let
everything out on a piece of paper and asking so many
questions disappointed in himself. Now he has nothing to
say but only thinking the thoughts that he will never have
a chance to say, she's back! It's never too late. :)

Smile Beautiful

Your never looking your best when you have that
frown on your face. So many tears that you cried, I'm
sorry for giving you the reason to. Always looking down
and never with your head up, I'm sorry for repeating the
past the one that I said I wouldn't ever bring up. Everyone
smiles but look at you looking so down, sorry and sorry for
causing your every frown. Nothing feels better than knowing
you'll make someone a lot happier, but nothing feels more
worse than knowing that stepping out of their life will give
them every little smile you never seemed to give them. Time
changes a lot of things for the best, let go not for you
but for them and hope that they'll find something better.
Now look at you with a smile always on your face, I walk by
but see you I turn around just to spare the feeling of dying
a little more inside. Everyone smiles even you, me smiling
cause walking out of your life was the best thing I could've
given you. So many smiles and smiles but only yours I cared
for, no more tears, I'm gone! So Smile Beautiful.