Tuesday, December 14, 2010

When I'm sleeping I'm dreaming but I'd rather talk you
you, cause that's the best of reality. You see your always on my
mind and you'll always be. Like the snow I've fallen, for you picked
picked me off the ground. It's suprising with this cold weather you
bring out the sun, with the smile you hold together. You could make
the Winter into Summer, change the leaves colors we see in the fall.
Bringing out the stars with your beautiful eyes, looking into them
i've caught a glance of a perfect heaven.

If her leaving is what's right, I'd rather have it wrong. With
her being the sunlight that means it'll be gone. With a kiss so sweet
I'd take the cavity, a voice so great I'd replay it on my mind. I swear
when your in front of me it feels like I'm day dreaming, but it's a
nightmare to hear that you're leaving. Like a blizzard I have fallen,
I'll need the sunlight that you hold and hopefully you'll stay and not
go. Reality kicks in as soon as you sink in, you're a dream in the
real world. A star in my eyes, beautiful and bright as the night sky.

Hot like a Summer's day, beautiful like a Winter's evening,
she's the good to my nights and every mornings. She runs through
my mind, holds my heart like no one else can, with a girl like that
I can't even look away. Dream's don't last, the Season's change,
like the Sun the clouds will block your way. I'll need you to come
back, like we sing to the rain. Baby, I want you to come back
another day.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Your Midnight Call.

I might just spill my guts out to you tonight, this
day I've been waiting for. So many chances I've had but so many
times I tried but failed. I look to you and try to understand what
your trying to tell me but all I see is mixed signals. You know that
kind of gut feeling you have where everything feels right, well
looking at you gives me those butterflies. All I have to say is
that I've been looking for so long, I've let time pass by so many
times that I've got stuck in the past but now I've found where I
am suppose to be. Your midnight call said it all, I thought things
were good but now they're great. So tonight is the night where I
might just spill my heart out and tell what I've been wanting to say.
I wrote a small note to give to you just in case this blows up right
in my face. I bought you a dozen roses and attached the note to it.
I could've sworn you and me were meant to be, this feeling I Couldn't
explain well I can, you were to blame. So your midnight call, you said
it was urgent and you wanted to see me. I rushed just to see that
beautiful face with flowers in my hand and with the note attached
to it but when I arrived there, all I saw was a guy and you introducing
him as your new fiance. I had no idea what was happening,
I thought she felt the same way but no once again my heart lost
your heart's trace. I held a fake smile to my face but if you
would have seen an x-ray you'll see my heart breaking and shattering. I thought the feeling was mutual on the note I wrote
" I'm glad you called." but I shouldn't have answered because
now my heart is torn and what's to blame? only your Midnight Call.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Babe, Don't Let The Sunset.

Stay up late with me and never say goodbye.
This last day I never want this to end, I don't want
to see the the sun set because I know that means it's
time for us to part. I hope the moon never shows than
I know you'll have to say goodnight, So I hope the sun
will stay up. The Truth is I never run out of light
because I know that when you wake next to me the sun
will surely show. When your eyes are closed I see the
darkness but I hear your voice and your skin glows. You
see I can't live my days without you because when I do
my days are dark and cloudy, your what makes the world
go round. At night I hope to have you right next to me,
and I hope I'll never have to watch you leave cause I
know right then and there the sun will be setting.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

It's a Girl

She'll never forget the long way she came to this
day but all that trouble their both in a better place.
Dropping out of Highschool just because he knocked her up
just when she was ready to graduate. All she did was stay
home and he would be somewhere else probably hooking up
with other girls. They moved in together surely it was a
bad idea, it seemed like she did all the work, feeding and
tending to his every need. Every mistake she made even the
smallest of them he got furious and striked her across the
face. The 5th month and still having the baby inside her,
working job after job trying to save money but it always
seemed to be going for the alcohol he drank everynight.
She had no where to turn even her mother turned her down,
going back home he was passed out and now she had time to
rest. Waking up to him screaming in her face, it's the 8th
month now, continueing to hit her, yelling and yelling he
kicked her out. Pouring rain she's outside and contractions
coming and going she could feel the baby coming. Hitching
a ride to the hospital, the one thing she wanted to see was
this baby alive in the world. It's out now laying next to
her new born baby girl, she kept losing blood...next day
the baby passed away, now at least she saw happiness and
her baby seeing what true love really is.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Her Sleepless Nights.

Seeing his little girl crying but all he can
do is lay a hand on her not caring about how hard she
pleads for him to stop and saying he only does it out
of love. Going to school every single say just to get
out of the hell she calls home, with buises and marks
all around her body all she can say is that the "stairs"
had everything to do with it. Her father living a good
life but never telling anyone that he has a daughter at
home. Never knowing he had a child until one day her
mother died leaving her with the dad she will always
regret meeting. He never let her leave the house and
never letting her sleep, it's sad knowing it's an
everyday routine. An excuse she always has to make for
coming home late, seems like the best thing he's good
at is raising his fist up to her face not knowing what
to do or what to say but only begging to let her sleep
for at least one night. Her sleepless nights never ending
always hear her crying blaming herself for every bruise
left on her face. Standing up to home and running away
is what made her who she is today, now tonight she'll
lay in bed it's the end of all the sleepless nights.

Words Left Out

You don't ever say a word, you know you'll regret
it later. With your mouth always shut having words to say
but nothing ever comes out. You think of the worst and
thinking they won't feel the same. It's the guy who always
leaves words out and never really saying what's on his
mind. So many chances he wants to take but if only he knew
how the outcome would play out than he would take more of
those chances. She's right there, he's there with words he
wants to say but his body disagrees now he'll never know
just because he left out those words. Taking a risk can get
you over your fears, with the thoughts ready to come out
of his mouth it's too late she's gone! Now those words left
out will never be heard by the girl that was always there
but not anymore she's gone for good. Sleepless nights let
everything out on a piece of paper and asking so many
questions disappointed in himself. Now he has nothing to
say but only thinking the thoughts that he will never have
a chance to say, she's back! It's never too late. :)

Smile Beautiful

Your never looking your best when you have that
frown on your face. So many tears that you cried, I'm
sorry for giving you the reason to. Always looking down
and never with your head up, I'm sorry for repeating the
past the one that I said I wouldn't ever bring up. Everyone
smiles but look at you looking so down, sorry and sorry for
causing your every frown. Nothing feels better than knowing
you'll make someone a lot happier, but nothing feels more
worse than knowing that stepping out of their life will give
them every little smile you never seemed to give them. Time
changes a lot of things for the best, let go not for you
but for them and hope that they'll find something better.
Now look at you with a smile always on your face, I walk by
but see you I turn around just to spare the feeling of dying
a little more inside. Everyone smiles even you, me smiling
cause walking out of your life was the best thing I could've
given you. So many smiles and smiles but only yours I cared
for, no more tears, I'm gone! So Smile Beautiful.